Monday, January 17, 2011

Monday

Today is week 2 of me finally teaching my art class. I am blessed to have a great group of kids from the neighborhood. We had a lot of fun today painting rocks.

Some time during the day, the sky got grey. I didn't know if it would snow or rain. But I knew one thing, I miss my girl who passed away. I actually thought that she was going to be calling me any minute or drive down my street in her little white car but, I realized, she's not here. She's gone. She died. And even though I lost people before, she was close, she was a true sister. More than that to a certain degree, I know my sadness is selfish, I want her back for me. I know her parents miss her far more than I will ever understand. For fear of turning this blog into a big grief session, I'm gonna take a break and figure out this pain.

2 comments:

Cindy said...

May God guide you through your grief. My prayers are with you. May your pain ease, and remember your friend.

sunshineperri said...

I am so sorry to hear that your having a tough day. I wish I could say it gets easier, but it doesn't. I am sending hugs to you and prayers. Please feel free to type out your grief, it's your blog and your entitled!! Hugs, Hugs, and more Hugs.