Monday, March 26, 2012

A whole lot of shaking going on

Just when I figured things were set, things were shaken again.   So what happened?  I had a little melt down, regrouped, prayed, & had a couple friends pray.  What happened next?  God came through. Yup.. he sure did!   He seems to keep showing up.  He likes to do that.  Sometimes I think He's on island time but, He still keeps showing up.  The crazy part- well maybe not really crazy, but in the middle of the shaking, in the middle of the meltdown,  I felt like He was waiting for me to trust in who He said He is.  He just patiently waited. Interesting concept to think that God will wait for us.

On this journey that sometimes feels fast and sometimes very, very, slow, after my meltdowns or my "freak out moments" - which don't seem to last as long as they used to praise God, I keep coming back to my options: Trust God or Don't Trust God.  Those are always the choices.  The former, as hard as it is at times, always seems to work out better.   Isn't it funny that the more we cry out for God to show us how to trust Him, the more we find ourselves in places where He gives us the opportunity to Trust Him?

 Will  you trust Him today?

1 comment:

Cindy said...

Praying for you, you seem to be in a hard spot lately. Its hard to look to the Lord when your head is hung low in hard times. Chin up, friend, others are watching and taking note. You seem to be a lovely lady, a fantastic, caring mom,as well as a faithful believer of our Lord Jesus. He will come through, find your internal reserves, and keep on keepin on!
Your Friend in Christ,